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Looking for a flawed submissive Knight to blunder through lifes highs and lows with.

Hello there, Im in a pretty unique position and am hoping to find something quite specific. I am currently in a vanilla relationship with a man who works and travels all the time. Since he’s not all that interested in sex, we’ve decided to open up the relationship online .

You are one of the most natural submissives I have ever known This statement was made to me by my last Master. However submissive is my true nature, there is inside me a very strong and dominant woman who has to be in control of her life and run her business.

I am into pain humiliation teasing denial bondage restraints especially hands. I am into bullying and mental abuse as well as verbal.Open book.